The following events happen in sequence as I move from one area to another for different reasons. Without bogging my memory down with the order, I will simply lay out every scene and interaction I can recall.
Night of August 12/13 2013
Enclosed colony used as venue for spirit family reunion. Tenants are
organized into a women's wing of dormitories and a male's wing. In
kitchen spaces with foods brought from home or immediately from the
store, some middle aged women are organizing and moving in and out of.
Waiting for Chris, Shantey, and Otus (the adopted family that grew up with mine) to arrive. Excited they could come. I haven't seen Chris and Shantey in so long, and I've long wanted to build a more intimate relationship with Chris. He served a tour of duty overseas and its changed him, made him anxious to settle down and enjoy quality company of someone he loves, which he already has trouble handing out. I've been a preference for him, especially since returning. The years since our childhood have matured us, but not quite far enough it seems to return us to each other. Fate always has seemed to have a plan against us. Whenever one of is available, the other is in a dedicated relationship. I finally claimed more choice in our fate by, at least in my imagination, allowing the possibility of loving two men simultaneously: my current partner and father of my child, and my childhood sweetheart. We aren't financially ready nor emotionally prepared for this sort of trial and commitment, but it helps me to have it as a solution to the conundrum it's tortured me with for so long.
Showing posts with label ecstatic joy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ecstatic joy. Show all posts
Jun 26, 2013
Lost Love
No dream confirmation or response using the new content and perspective I explored yesterday about my deep water phobia. I was so sure I would have something about deep sea diving and discovery or swimming with seals. The only reason I felt it wouldn't be that is because that research for desensitizing me was earlier in the day. Before bed I was incredibly engaged in watching Project Camelot interviews with Erin "Rothschild" and the two assassins with the 4th Reich. I don't know much about the Illuminati, or the Cabal, frankly I think I've needed to establish my center before digging too deep into their history. It's shrouded in so much rumor and heresay that I preferred to do mythological research and dream investigation which would provide a clearer baseline for understanding.
Jun 24, 2013
Red Marks Cases - "Michael" Testimonial #1, Part 2 with Latest Theory
Summary: psychological factors; abduction dreams; similarity between us in UFO dreams; family history of abduction; trouble in bringing self and outside world to acknowledge the real effects these experiences have on the individual's sense of safety and control over their own consciousness; empowering the mind to regain control as a participant thru fair dialogue, if not purge itself of the negative source; marks as clues to our ability to manifest physical effect?
The following is continuing email interview with "Michael" dated May 20, 2013:
(Continued from Part 1)
"I flared up,
felt angry and resistant at this intrusion. I had the sense that the
entity was showing me that nothing much had changed. Almost like they
had a handle on my primal emotions or I didn't have control."
- alias 'Michael' on his attempt to reclaim control over his sleeping consciousness
(Continued from Part 1)
Jun 7, 2013
Level Up! : The Experience of Channeling Contact
I did it! I had my first waking channeling. I've been trying to research the process and how it feels, all the little details people who don't know how to want to know and met resistance from one source I tried to draw it from, and haven't been hearing back from the other (both are human channels who do it for a living). Weeks and weeks I've been waiting and wondering if I could do it and what the presences I keep calling are trying to say but I can't seem to establish the link.
May 10, 2013
I Know Who I am Channeling
Summary: Role as 'girl in red'; sponsored by teachers; holographic changes; determining how to interface with ET beings.
May 6, 2013
Relative Success
Summary: Results of the communication experiment; roleplay vision with angel/alien guide; coincidental meeting with local angel medium and our conversation; the next phase in establishing communication.
Apr 12, 2013
Communicating with Other Realms and Advancing Our Technology
Summary: Portals in my skies; sound field and tonal communication with other beings; attempt at being a medium; how anti-gravity technology may work; re-examining the past dream sequences trying to understand the CHANI project entity's warning about an 'oil sickness'; merging of two objects in space; Walt Disney's UFO documentary rediscovered.
Mar 30, 2013
Performing Magic
In the dream dimension, where imagination manifests, concepts and sequences of events are represented metaphorically because it captures a complex arrangement of factors into a summarized form to be viewable by a single mind, with additions of perspective shifts and overlapping, time lapses and memory downloads or empathic channeling. This is how concepts like love, harvest, rain, and such were personified as gods by ancient mythologies. Living metaphors are the programs, like software, in this matrix of the physical experience.
Edgar Cayce, the Sleeping Prophet, who I discovered after discussing my vivid dreaming with my mother-in-law, specialized not in prophecy necessarily, but in accurate interpretation and reception of the messages he received and sensed. He was sensitive and intuitive, while being trusting of the accuracy. Cayce's best quality, I think, which made his readings important, was his faith in the truth of what he witnessed and sensed. Doubt had no lingering place in his work, it was merely a tool, the state preceding an answer. He was in cooperation and conviction with his abilities and dream messengers that made him such a powerful prophet. He has become a role model for me. Although I do not connect on all the same issues or areas that he read in, I must own the themes of my visions. Every possibility imaginable is available to be encoded as the result or reason behind my visions. What I dwell on though, is what will become manifest, and the answer will shine through again and again as the truth and it will be logical and fill me with calm certainty when I land on it.
I have a relationship with the harnessing of magic, in cooperation with advanced astrophysics I can't always comprehend. While writing a letter to a friend, I realized the fact my lessons in water harnessing would actually begin with ice finally began to ring logical (based on my own lifetime). I acknowledge it of course would be the first step, although I do not know exactly why. So now I contemplate how ice magic would work, and in what scenarios. What is a realistic first task? Would walking on water use thin layer steps of ice? Or perhaps that is related more to levitation in that the person's weight is reduced to allow walking across the surface like it is a solid mass, which it would be in different gravity, especially if that lighter gravity could be focused to a step.
Again I wonder how do I move to Alaska for this training as my narrator master explained.What if I find a picture of a quiet place for study in Alaska to use for visualization. It will provide me the material and perception I need to generate this place, or at least give me a starting point. Ah. First shot, love it when that happens. See image here. This one felt right according to the dream inside shot I had. Very simplistic with a central candle for lighting, darkness all around at night and very cold outside. Seemed abandoned or old.
I'm obsessing with ecstacy over free dancing to generate a manifestation of whatever idea I am calling to witness as light. Rain dancing was a form of this. One must be clear though about what kind of spirit they summon.
I suppose all I would need to do is choose one from the many I've met in my dreams. Is calling for exploration, as the gateway to understanding how the spirit world interacts with the physical and meeting face to face in equality an adequate enough reason for a summon? My greatest challenge in clearing up my dreaming is overcoming my doubt rooted in fear of the energies and beings that may have dominion and great power over us. Supposedly we are equals in spirit, but residing in different forms. Usually channels and mystics travel in spirit to the higher realms rather than try to bring them here. I envision, not a dance, a standing mediation, hands over heart, bowed head in prayer to fill my mind, spirit, and body with love and light to bring forth whom must be my twin flame, or guardian, the blonde-haired human male that trained me, whom works in the spirit realm to protect me. It would be opening a rift in space, and I must trust he will shield the opening from any dark spirits getting in or out. A channel meant only for our exchange. More basic, send me a light of beautiful fluxing colors like the portal in the sky. Wow, this is very difficult for me to find the right setup for this to feel pure. My conviction of intent must be honest. I will report how it goes when I can perform it.
I've been experimenting with receiving visions in a relaxed waking state. It is helping me gauge when my will is generating the vision and when it is real empathic channeling. Controlling my anxiety and will, the incessant feeling of guilt when I try to relax and gnawing shame if I don't fulfill even the most trivial motherly/spousal/neighborly/housekeeping obligations. Fear lets itself in anyway it can. Fear I am being irresponsible or lazy or hypocritical when I get after my partner for not helping as much as I or his son want. I'm such a busy body. It is quite a task for me to allow myself to sit still in quiet meditation unless I am in dire need of it. I probably would not be in dire need of it as often though if I did take preventative measures by training myself to be content to just sit. Yet again, I shame myself for not doing something I feel I should. Difficult to let time fly by without a concern when there is so many responsibilities and expectations, namely, the proper care and development of my son. My meditation is in movement, and perhaps actually in dance or song is how I meditate. Actually, that is what my dreams have told me, praise and communicate with spirit through song. Steady beat that will draw the energy until it erupts from my body. I am only content enough to sit still when I have done sufficient enough to reflect upon for the day. There is nothing wrong with that. Song it is. Yes, that is right for me. Haha! That's what that segment was about a couple nights ago. My older sister was wanting to have me sing with her to my old college professors, a nervewracking experience for me. Except we had not rehearsed, she wanted to sing children songs, and her set list was an hour long. I told her they would not want to listen to this kind of music for that long. I would feel embarrassed to sing with her as poorly as she does (speaking as classically trained musicians like my professors would judge). She was so innocently and sweetly asking though, why couldn't I. It would have been a great time to say "Fuck you, this is what we like to sing, this is what uplifts our spirits."
Settled. I will assemble a few choice songs which exemplify my true talent and appeal to the child in me and touch me deep, then sing them special for my blonde-haired spirit partner, whoever he is, whom I always know intimately in my dream state but can never remember when awake.
Songs must be hopeful, uplifting, touching.
What songs: "We Are One" Lion King 2
"Spend My Lifetime Loving You" from Zorro
Edgar Cayce, the Sleeping Prophet, who I discovered after discussing my vivid dreaming with my mother-in-law, specialized not in prophecy necessarily, but in accurate interpretation and reception of the messages he received and sensed. He was sensitive and intuitive, while being trusting of the accuracy. Cayce's best quality, I think, which made his readings important, was his faith in the truth of what he witnessed and sensed. Doubt had no lingering place in his work, it was merely a tool, the state preceding an answer. He was in cooperation and conviction with his abilities and dream messengers that made him such a powerful prophet. He has become a role model for me. Although I do not connect on all the same issues or areas that he read in, I must own the themes of my visions. Every possibility imaginable is available to be encoded as the result or reason behind my visions. What I dwell on though, is what will become manifest, and the answer will shine through again and again as the truth and it will be logical and fill me with calm certainty when I land on it.
I have a relationship with the harnessing of magic, in cooperation with advanced astrophysics I can't always comprehend. While writing a letter to a friend, I realized the fact my lessons in water harnessing would actually begin with ice finally began to ring logical (based on my own lifetime). I acknowledge it of course would be the first step, although I do not know exactly why. So now I contemplate how ice magic would work, and in what scenarios. What is a realistic first task? Would walking on water use thin layer steps of ice? Or perhaps that is related more to levitation in that the person's weight is reduced to allow walking across the surface like it is a solid mass, which it would be in different gravity, especially if that lighter gravity could be focused to a step.
Again I wonder how do I move to Alaska for this training as my narrator master explained.What if I find a picture of a quiet place for study in Alaska to use for visualization. It will provide me the material and perception I need to generate this place, or at least give me a starting point. Ah. First shot, love it when that happens. See image here. This one felt right according to the dream inside shot I had. Very simplistic with a central candle for lighting, darkness all around at night and very cold outside. Seemed abandoned or old.
I'm obsessing with ecstacy over free dancing to generate a manifestation of whatever idea I am calling to witness as light. Rain dancing was a form of this. One must be clear though about what kind of spirit they summon.
I suppose all I would need to do is choose one from the many I've met in my dreams. Is calling for exploration, as the gateway to understanding how the spirit world interacts with the physical and meeting face to face in equality an adequate enough reason for a summon? My greatest challenge in clearing up my dreaming is overcoming my doubt rooted in fear of the energies and beings that may have dominion and great power over us. Supposedly we are equals in spirit, but residing in different forms. Usually channels and mystics travel in spirit to the higher realms rather than try to bring them here. I envision, not a dance, a standing mediation, hands over heart, bowed head in prayer to fill my mind, spirit, and body with love and light to bring forth whom must be my twin flame, or guardian, the blonde-haired human male that trained me, whom works in the spirit realm to protect me. It would be opening a rift in space, and I must trust he will shield the opening from any dark spirits getting in or out. A channel meant only for our exchange. More basic, send me a light of beautiful fluxing colors like the portal in the sky. Wow, this is very difficult for me to find the right setup for this to feel pure. My conviction of intent must be honest. I will report how it goes when I can perform it.
I've been experimenting with receiving visions in a relaxed waking state. It is helping me gauge when my will is generating the vision and when it is real empathic channeling. Controlling my anxiety and will, the incessant feeling of guilt when I try to relax and gnawing shame if I don't fulfill even the most trivial motherly/spousal/neighborly/housekeeping obligations. Fear lets itself in anyway it can. Fear I am being irresponsible or lazy or hypocritical when I get after my partner for not helping as much as I or his son want. I'm such a busy body. It is quite a task for me to allow myself to sit still in quiet meditation unless I am in dire need of it. I probably would not be in dire need of it as often though if I did take preventative measures by training myself to be content to just sit. Yet again, I shame myself for not doing something I feel I should. Difficult to let time fly by without a concern when there is so many responsibilities and expectations, namely, the proper care and development of my son. My meditation is in movement, and perhaps actually in dance or song is how I meditate. Actually, that is what my dreams have told me, praise and communicate with spirit through song. Steady beat that will draw the energy until it erupts from my body. I am only content enough to sit still when I have done sufficient enough to reflect upon for the day. There is nothing wrong with that. Song it is. Yes, that is right for me. Haha! That's what that segment was about a couple nights ago. My older sister was wanting to have me sing with her to my old college professors, a nervewracking experience for me. Except we had not rehearsed, she wanted to sing children songs, and her set list was an hour long. I told her they would not want to listen to this kind of music for that long. I would feel embarrassed to sing with her as poorly as she does (speaking as classically trained musicians like my professors would judge). She was so innocently and sweetly asking though, why couldn't I. It would have been a great time to say "Fuck you, this is what we like to sing, this is what uplifts our spirits."
Settled. I will assemble a few choice songs which exemplify my true talent and appeal to the child in me and touch me deep, then sing them special for my blonde-haired spirit partner, whoever he is, whom I always know intimately in my dream state but can never remember when awake.
Songs must be hopeful, uplifting, touching.
What songs: "We Are One" Lion King 2
"Spend My Lifetime Loving You" from Zorro
Mar 19, 2013
Gods
Night of March 18th/19th 2013
Summary: Encounter with god Eros; stay with foreign host family; masterfully use magic in play; shot in the hand; how positive attitude and joy in any situation is a miracle to behold by characters in my dreams (they are protective of it, they are drawn to it, they are amazed by it).
Summary: Encounter with god Eros; stay with foreign host family; masterfully use magic in play; shot in the hand; how positive attitude and joy in any situation is a miracle to behold by characters in my dreams (they are protective of it, they are drawn to it, they are amazed by it).
Mar 8, 2013
Layers
Night of March 7/8th 2013
Two dreams this night, both on vaguely similar ideas, of which I must write to reveal the connection. The first about participating in a series of obstacles or challenges with groups of peers. One was hiking through a descending forest, crossing a creek to a broken down cabin entrance. On the mountain face where we started from, which I could see now being out of the dense forest and now by this old building was like a V for Vendetta mask. It felt creepy, eerie, trickster, sadistic. Why were we beginning there?
Two dreams this night, both on vaguely similar ideas, of which I must write to reveal the connection. The first about participating in a series of obstacles or challenges with groups of peers. One was hiking through a descending forest, crossing a creek to a broken down cabin entrance. On the mountain face where we started from, which I could see now being out of the dense forest and now by this old building was like a V for Vendetta mask. It felt creepy, eerie, trickster, sadistic. Why were we beginning there?
Power
Night of March 5/6th 2013
Dream: Two main scenes showing me first with my son then with my partner, Jim, in a joyful state of interacting with them. Scene is shades of gray, near void of real color, but my feeling of peace and love is unaffected. A brilliant light sparks between us as a beautiful manifestation of divine approval and power from our joy being together. With my son we were laughing and snuggling and I involved myself appreciatively in his play, and with my partner we engaged intimately, naked we wrapped around one another. I said to him I wanted to show him something amazing. Immediately I brought my hands to prayer, still in his embrace, and an arc of sparking light like how 'God' appeared bursted from my abdomen in a different dream experience (one of my most profound). It was nothing short of magic that released into the gray, dim world through our love and prayer. Gives a truer meaning to the phrase 'making love' than we've ever understood. It was beautiful and I wondered if it meant I could harness water, if it was a power to make miracles happen. Jim pulled away to see it more and pulled my soul out as he moved. My perspective remained in my body though, petrified, seeing a glowing outline of myself pulled out and with him. "Whoops." He said and somehow let go for it to return.
Dream: Two main scenes showing me first with my son then with my partner, Jim, in a joyful state of interacting with them. Scene is shades of gray, near void of real color, but my feeling of peace and love is unaffected. A brilliant light sparks between us as a beautiful manifestation of divine approval and power from our joy being together. With my son we were laughing and snuggling and I involved myself appreciatively in his play, and with my partner we engaged intimately, naked we wrapped around one another. I said to him I wanted to show him something amazing. Immediately I brought my hands to prayer, still in his embrace, and an arc of sparking light like how 'God' appeared bursted from my abdomen in a different dream experience (one of my most profound). It was nothing short of magic that released into the gray, dim world through our love and prayer. Gives a truer meaning to the phrase 'making love' than we've ever understood. It was beautiful and I wondered if it meant I could harness water, if it was a power to make miracles happen. Jim pulled away to see it more and pulled my soul out as he moved. My perspective remained in my body though, petrified, seeing a glowing outline of myself pulled out and with him. "Whoops." He said and somehow let go for it to return.
The Sides of the Coin
As disclaimer, please remember I am exploring possibilities based on the evidences I research and find in my dreams. Discussed with my Mormon friend about my dreams. In summary, these are the series of theories I am trying to expand and conclude upon:
Two sides with opposing ideas how to carry out their supreme leader's plan. Forceful, corrupt power wants to prove humans should be controlled and pushed into submitting to the plan, whereas the patient, mild power wants humans to figure it out with free choice and arrive willing at the plan in time.
The dark (to put a single recognizable adjective to them) ones were not granted bodies in the physical realm humans occupy. They may take over a body rightfully given to a human soul, they may influence the physical realm. They viciously seek the experience of the physical realm.
If there are other extraterrestrial species on other worlds in a physical dimension like ours (not ascended), it may not be possible to travel interstellarly without awareness of the greater abilities we possess having ascended to the next dimension of consciousness. This would seem purposeful.
The god, humanity's creator, is our creator and father and link to the rest of the universe, but he may not be the only one. He is definitely the one most important to us because we were his project, but may be others like him who created their own species in their own images, some of which may have already ascended and are the ET's reported about in alien circles. We may be progressively behind schedule compared to our galactic neighbors.
There is power to be harnessed and supported by faith and imagination and joy and love and humility. These words all describe a single state of existence that is ascension along the line of light. I've seen this power and light in my dreams. I've seen the effect of this power in my real life. I am exploring harnessing this power. There is a key to be found in imagination. In writing my book on imaginary companions I am uncovering that key more and more.
In this search I am coming to acknowledge I have a natural connection to water. I wonder if through this power I can harness water, like rain dancing was. This has raised the question for me which has been misunderstood what does the bible mean by 'witchcraft.' I want to understand what constitutes evil works and why, because there is a magic that is revealed to me that is beautiful and pure that represents love, joy, light, faith all in its wholeness. It is created as a result of these things working in unison as an overwhelming peace and excitement. In proving the ideas presented in the bible to be a legitimate source of higher wisdom and knowledge, I need to know this contradiction between what I am shown and what is being described in the text. The work of the dark force is to manipulate concepts found in the light, notably sex. I suspect magic is on that list as well. Like anything, there are two sides to the coin, and magic is just the coin, the subject of which there is a dark and light side to use it for. To use high fantasy examples, there are white wizards and dark wizards. White is typically using healing and protective magics, whereas dark wizards are using elements for harm. But is this still overly simplifying the categories. Can elements (water, in my case) not be a force of healing and protection? How would angels classify/understand harnessing magic?
Courtesy Wikipedia on "Witchcraft" "The concept of a magic-worker influencing another person's body or property against their will was clearly present in many cultures, as traditions in both folk magic and religious magic have the purpose of countering malicious magic or identifying malicious magic users."
and
"Witchcraft of a more benign and socially acceptable sort may then be employed to turn the malevolence aside, or identify the supposed evil-doer so that punishment may be carried out. The folk magic used to identify or protect against malicious magic users is often indistinguishable from that used by the witches themselves."
Like so many things, we have come to identify something primarily by its negative possibilities rather than as a neutral thing with both malevolent and benevolent sides that is dictated by the user. Likely it was misused and so the better option was to restrict its use altogether (a few ruin it for the rest). Even still though, firm religious people would purport magic, regardless of its intent, is wrong.
The teacher's assistant in that old dream about Isis and magic was right though, people don't take magic students seriously and shun them. I understand why. Ignorance, presumptuousness, previous and current abuse of power.
I sense storms, I dream of lakes and oceans and streams and floods and rain and snow. I do not dream of fire or lightning or scorching desert. Water, I dream of water, I resonate with water, I believe there are unknown properties of water we have not fully understood (transmission of information for example).
Okay, so is it possible to harness this magic on a whim (with good intention when it is needed to effect immediate change)? For now the power does not manifest the . It takes time and contemplation. My dreams are one aspect of my power, helping me to visualize and receive information. How do I effect large-scale change? How can I show others this magic as available to all of us in a clear and present way? How can I manifest the strings of light I saw flow out of my praying hands (dream post upcoming)? Essentially, how can I perform miracles for others to witness to speed up the process of their faith? What discipline must I understand for this to happen? Can we attain our godhood still in this mortal realm? If this is not the way it must happen, tell me. Otherwise, this is where I am reaching toward, to help humanity unlock our potential by example and teacher. Will I feel it flow out of my hands?
My dream showed me the effect of the observer will make it difficult for me to return to the state of mind to manifest the light. I acknowledge my own pride in this matter. But being driven by the promise to help others achieve the same, that we are equal, that life would be better for us all unlocking this potential is the real reward, will hold me along the path of humbleness (along with the millions of spirits watching me closely).
Like the yin and yang, could both sides be essential, the reason for the universe like it is itself a giant math problem trying to work itself out on an astronomical scale.
On a side note, do people know when they are white knights with the federation? Is it a role they know from the beginning of this life or are they awakened to it? Did Jesus and Buddha know who they were, why they were there from the beginning?
Two sides with opposing ideas how to carry out their supreme leader's plan. Forceful, corrupt power wants to prove humans should be controlled and pushed into submitting to the plan, whereas the patient, mild power wants humans to figure it out with free choice and arrive willing at the plan in time.
The dark (to put a single recognizable adjective to them) ones were not granted bodies in the physical realm humans occupy. They may take over a body rightfully given to a human soul, they may influence the physical realm. They viciously seek the experience of the physical realm.
If there are other extraterrestrial species on other worlds in a physical dimension like ours (not ascended), it may not be possible to travel interstellarly without awareness of the greater abilities we possess having ascended to the next dimension of consciousness. This would seem purposeful.
The god, humanity's creator, is our creator and father and link to the rest of the universe, but he may not be the only one. He is definitely the one most important to us because we were his project, but may be others like him who created their own species in their own images, some of which may have already ascended and are the ET's reported about in alien circles. We may be progressively behind schedule compared to our galactic neighbors.
There is power to be harnessed and supported by faith and imagination and joy and love and humility. These words all describe a single state of existence that is ascension along the line of light. I've seen this power and light in my dreams. I've seen the effect of this power in my real life. I am exploring harnessing this power. There is a key to be found in imagination. In writing my book on imaginary companions I am uncovering that key more and more.
In this search I am coming to acknowledge I have a natural connection to water. I wonder if through this power I can harness water, like rain dancing was. This has raised the question for me which has been misunderstood what does the bible mean by 'witchcraft.' I want to understand what constitutes evil works and why, because there is a magic that is revealed to me that is beautiful and pure that represents love, joy, light, faith all in its wholeness. It is created as a result of these things working in unison as an overwhelming peace and excitement. In proving the ideas presented in the bible to be a legitimate source of higher wisdom and knowledge, I need to know this contradiction between what I am shown and what is being described in the text. The work of the dark force is to manipulate concepts found in the light, notably sex. I suspect magic is on that list as well. Like anything, there are two sides to the coin, and magic is just the coin, the subject of which there is a dark and light side to use it for. To use high fantasy examples, there are white wizards and dark wizards. White is typically using healing and protective magics, whereas dark wizards are using elements for harm. But is this still overly simplifying the categories. Can elements (water, in my case) not be a force of healing and protection? How would angels classify/understand harnessing magic?
Courtesy Wikipedia on "Witchcraft" "The concept of a magic-worker influencing another person's body or property against their will was clearly present in many cultures, as traditions in both folk magic and religious magic have the purpose of countering malicious magic or identifying malicious magic users."
and
"Witchcraft of a more benign and socially acceptable sort may then be employed to turn the malevolence aside, or identify the supposed evil-doer so that punishment may be carried out. The folk magic used to identify or protect against malicious magic users is often indistinguishable from that used by the witches themselves."
Like so many things, we have come to identify something primarily by its negative possibilities rather than as a neutral thing with both malevolent and benevolent sides that is dictated by the user. Likely it was misused and so the better option was to restrict its use altogether (a few ruin it for the rest). Even still though, firm religious people would purport magic, regardless of its intent, is wrong.
The teacher's assistant in that old dream about Isis and magic was right though, people don't take magic students seriously and shun them. I understand why. Ignorance, presumptuousness, previous and current abuse of power.
I sense storms, I dream of lakes and oceans and streams and floods and rain and snow. I do not dream of fire or lightning or scorching desert. Water, I dream of water, I resonate with water, I believe there are unknown properties of water we have not fully understood (transmission of information for example).
Okay, so is it possible to harness this magic on a whim (with good intention when it is needed to effect immediate change)? For now the power does not manifest the . It takes time and contemplation. My dreams are one aspect of my power, helping me to visualize and receive information. How do I effect large-scale change? How can I show others this magic as available to all of us in a clear and present way? How can I manifest the strings of light I saw flow out of my praying hands (dream post upcoming)? Essentially, how can I perform miracles for others to witness to speed up the process of their faith? What discipline must I understand for this to happen? Can we attain our godhood still in this mortal realm? If this is not the way it must happen, tell me. Otherwise, this is where I am reaching toward, to help humanity unlock our potential by example and teacher. Will I feel it flow out of my hands?
My dream showed me the effect of the observer will make it difficult for me to return to the state of mind to manifest the light. I acknowledge my own pride in this matter. But being driven by the promise to help others achieve the same, that we are equal, that life would be better for us all unlocking this potential is the real reward, will hold me along the path of humbleness (along with the millions of spirits watching me closely).
Like the yin and yang, could both sides be essential, the reason for the universe like it is itself a giant math problem trying to work itself out on an astronomical scale.
On a side note, do people know when they are white knights with the federation? Is it a role they know from the beginning of this life or are they awakened to it? Did Jesus and Buddha know who they were, why they were there from the beginning?
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