Jun 23, 2014

Truth Shall Set Us Free

Summary: The tendency of fear surrounding the mystique of dark entities operating in the realm of non-locality; dream response to my inquiries on my obsessive drive to improve the conditions in our physical existence; cleaning up the appearance of galactic species sharing space with us; family channelings and small daily prophecies.

Jun 21, 2014

New Red Grid Marks Cases Coming...


Since Jordan and I have teamed up, we have received a string of new cases. Expect, if they follow through, four new case reports soon to add to our data set so far.

To those with unreported marks and nightly experiences, we encourage you to contact our team. As busy as we are, we will find the time to follow up. We are both passionate about this investigation and excited to be granting a voice to those, like us, who don't know where to turn for answers.

We will honor requests for anonymity.

Jun 19, 2014

New Features Added to Site

You can now subscribe to this site and get alerts when an update is posted.

Our About the Authors widget now includes both Jordon and I with new short descriptions. Jordon will be typing up his first case/post within the month if communications go well. 

Also, I have created a community through Google plus for like minds to connect title 'Spirit Walkers'. Join us to be part of the investigative process. Add your own posts and experiences, discuss topics from this website or anything else relevant you'd like to contribute.

Working with Jordon has granted some reality to an idea I've had of putting together a task force of spirit walkers, people with their own unique spiritual ability to compile information, conduct group investigations for others and themselves within the community, remote view secret locations, and learn things we couldn't otherwise or can't confirm without another perspective. If you would like to be part of this idea, preview our group site here.

Finally, I am adding a new page compiling recommended/favorite posts for readers.

Thank you for reading and maintaining open minds!

Jun 13, 2014

Supernatural Encounters

 Summary: Encounter with a Christian God, clairaudience, diamond-shaped UFO imitating stars, and orbs; Working as agent for an ill lord, depiction of good and evil vying for superiority, uncovering a doublecross by the lord's adviser, holographic technology, remote suggestion to human agents, turtle race to determine superiority,

The night prior to this dream set, I sat alone in my car staring in calm wonder at the swirling color changes of the Acappella star in the sky, the same one that some months prior I had finally looked at through a telescope, decided in ecstatic bliss that it wasn't just a star, and then witnessed a beautiful, slow comet trail across my line of sight. It was as if something was celebrating and saying "Good Job, you found us!" I imagined a ship's crew cheering in relief and joy before settling back into their duties. We all breathed relief, and knew it was only the beginning of this journey. 

As I stared at that star, I sent a prayer to Lord Ashtar (whom I learned about from a channel I followed, but don't anymore). I said I was ready to expand my awareness, to receive whatever I was missing or resisting. I declared my submission to the wisdom of the Galactics. My prayer was answered in abundance. 
What follows is one of my most significant dreams from two years ago, for the first time in its entirety. This is a two part dream series containing multiple scenes, all from the same night of dreaming.

Jun 12, 2014

Reptilians Revisited

Recommended reading Item 2 in Investigations Page as back story and for links to posts about the individual creatures listed below.

Looking back through my encounters with reptiles (lizard, dinosaur/Thunderbird, turtle, eggs, frogs, dragons, snakes), I'm wondering why I have lost contact with the spirits of those races. They were trying to tell me something and I let fear overwhelm the message. Alien research emphasizes the deceptiveness, manipulation, and tyrannical nature of ONE or two Reptilian races. Dreams read averages though. I was only getting two out of a dozen reptilian featured dreams with the brutal nature ET Reptilians are recognized for. Each time they were Dragons. Even then, however, I've had cooperative relationships with a dragon, perhaps from a different group or race. I should not have been presumptuous and discriminatory.

Fuck mainstream understanding. I wish to re-establish contact with these species. If I reconsider the messages of those old dreams, they were very clearly not showing me reptilians (the ones contacting me anyway) as malevolent or predatory, though I am aware there are those. They are always in a position of BEING manipulated, exploited, misunderstood, or tracked and killed out of fear. I'm developing a sympathy for reptiles as a result of these dreams. My son (3 years) has developed a strange fascination with the Komodo Dragon after it was featured on Curious George. He wanted to watch every youtube video available about Komodo Dragons. Odd, considering his unusual nightmares about dinosaurs that are also somehow friendly (according to him). Freaked me out nonetheless, considering the research I do.

I used to recognize that the reptiles and amphibians I was seeing were not the same malevolent species many other people have encountered, as indicated in this post, where I identify different consciousness' I have directed my prayers and questions to, including "the benevolent or lost Reptilians (in the forms of a turtle, a lizard, a dragon, a prehistoric fossilized 'Thunderbird' all in separate dreams...) calling to me."

The Reptilian dilemma of distinction is multi-layered because of the number of races and personality types represented. There are reptilians that prey on sexual energy, there are reptilians that consume flesh, there are reptilians that abstain from feeding to the point of starvation, some can camouflage their appearance, some are shy, others wish to be close to us, others still are exploited. Two races had overpopulation problems.

We must be careful how quick we are to respond with fear.

Another concern I keep hearing is if Reptilians are masters of deception, how can we know if we are being deceived? Think about what state of mind that concern creates:  fear, doubt, anxiety. You play into their hands to be even more under their control if you allow those emotions to rule you. It invites them to feed on you. Develop a spiritual support network, have archetypes and spirits and entities you can call upon to have your back. Recognize that truth is transparent if you believe it to be stronger. You will begin to see the double images overlapping one another, the facade and the hidden truth. The truth is about faith and knowing with your sixth sense. Faith and relationship with truth will attract it to you. You will see it even when you are not trying. Truth is not fear, because fear creates doubt and anxiety. Now here's the thing, anything you can imagine is technically true. Here in lies the power. If everything, any side of a coin, is true, you need only to focus onto the truth you wish. The spirit world is shaped by consciousness. When you believe you have the power to see through a deception, that reality is strengthened in the spirit realm. If you are being visited by a predatory race, realize that every fraction of knowledge you learn about that being is working against him. Pursue truth at every opportunity. Manipulate him to learn more about him. Arm yourself with knowledge. It will bring you confidence. The way it handles you, the emotions or lack of emotions it broadcasts, its facelessness, are all clues. Use them against it. It hides itself because its ugly, or its afraid to reveal anything about itself to you. Ignorance and masks are its power. What is a master of disguises weaknesses? For his true face to be seen, for his disguise to fail, for his deception to have no effect. Override his control. Love him. Hug him. Be so angry at him you no longer feel fear, and no longer hear his threats or respond to his mocking tone. Whatever will work.

The reptilians you have to watch out for are serpentine shapeshifters. However, if my vision of the three levels of serpent temperaments is true, one serpent group is aggressive, quick to attack, predatory for the sake of sinking its teeth in something. Its after the kill and the thrill. The second is shy and prone to lash out from fear if taunted. This kind of snake is best left alone or observed from a distance, so it doesn't know you're there. The third is friendly to the point of being annoying. It wants so desperately to curl up with you like a baby kitten and enjoy your company and warmth. If it is carnivorous, it will not feed on something like you, it will stick to alternatives like mice. With this one, set boundaries, but show it welcome. It has a cool temperament and needy nature.

Not all are sadists. Observe first before letting fear rule you. Caution is sensible, fear is surrender. You can't fight a first tier serpent with fear governing your actions. It is empowered by your fear, and will be attracted to you more deeply if you have no discipline over it. Channel it, let it fuel a hot rage, observe and take notes, empathize, feel sorry for it, tease its disturbing nature. Be kind first to yourself. Identify to yourself that you are afraid and ask yourself why. Move through that thought process, let it take you on a natural course of data gathering and self-awareness.

Jun 5, 2014

Red Grid Marks Phenomenon Case Report #4: Jessie

Jessie, 30, works as a Civil Security Guard for the Bukidnon Provincial Governor in Mindanao, Philippines. During the night shift (12pm - 8am), the guard on duty rests in the bunk house on site. One night in early April of this year (2014), Jessie had a disturbing experience. Two pale hands grabbed his feet where he slept on the bed. He felt a dragging sensation and struggled. He awoke kicking the wall at the end of the bed. He hadn't been moved, and nothing appeared to be out of order. He wrote it off as a dream.

The following morning, when he returned home, his wife pointed out a strange mark on his arm. A diamond or honey-cone shaped series of subdermal dots in a grid pattern marked his right upper arm between his bicep and deltoid muscles. No burning, itching, or ache signaled its presence. The dots were not raised nor indented, though the edges of the dots on the outermost sides seemed faded.

Moving Past Fear: Jordon's Evolution

His curiosity and confidence about his astral abilities become his defense.

The Desperation and Fear Stage

Skype interview, March 27, Jordon discusses his frustration with the evil presence who answers every time he called for help. He felt he was being fed upon. The energy of being controlled, fighting to no avail gives it a sick pleasure. He feels enslaved. He asks for answers with no avail.

Jenn: "What would you want the answers to be? What do you want to know?"

Jordon: "I want to see it come out of the shadows," to be more upfront.

Jenn: "You're probably already familiar with this idea, but in therapy a counselor would try to encourage a patient to adjust their approach toward something they CAN control. You can't control another person, you can't make another person do something they don't want to. That is obvious in this case. What can YOU do to help yourself?"

Jordon: "Figure out how to get more skilled in my OBEs. I felt empowered by the random OBEs. Never more free and safe. In fact, I don't necessarily want it all to stop, because its so supernatural, it makes me feel special."

Jenn: "Perhaps it also carries the potential to discover something amazing, such as initiating OBEs anytime you wish."

Back in Feb., Jordon's troubles, spanning most of his life, are summarized in one dream on the 20th: He talks to Whitley Streiber (author of the first book on a personal abduction experience) about being abducted. Jordon felt victimized and started crying. Shortly after, he felt levitated and probed. He felt helpless, with nothing at his disposal to save himself. Sometimes, his attacks are sudden, giving him no chance to react. "I had been doing some mental exercises earlier trying to get ready for an OBE and I had asked for assistance from friendlies.... I have some anger about feeling unprotected. I had no protection as a child from this force and now my progress has been painfully slow.  I guess I do need to meditate on creating or summoning someone. My immediate reaction growing up and what I even occasionally reverted to as an adult was to say the name of Jesus because supposedly that's what makes demons go away. I'm pretty sure that didn't work too well.

"This morning I actually broke down crying about all this and a few other things. When I was young there were times when I was up high above my bed being rotated around and it felt like I was being played with in a malevolent way. That's a big experience for a small child. I think I've had to realize how much it's actually bothered me and what an impact it's had on my life." (March 25-28th, 2014, Email)

Jun 2, 2014

My Infiltration Strengths and Weaknesses

Brief Dream recall, May 31st/June 1st 2014

I'm evading an MIB/Gargoyle-like pursuant atop a tower or castle. We are already hundreds of feet high. Darkness everywhere. I'm trying to get past him to the elevator that will take me to his boss. I hop about on the roofs of windows, and balconies. The available footing is slick stone work, angled, and limited, requiring a tremendous amount of courage and trust in my ability to move away from the grasp of my pursuer. He is quick. I will have to trick him in order to get to the elevator. I'm surprised by my acrobatics, driven by determination. I explain to the minor boss who guards the elevator why I need access, I must discuss a matter of great importance with the master. He doesn't care. His job is to keep uninvited guests out.

I dodge him in a series of quick jumps, hoping to confuse him before swinging myself into the elevator as the door is about to closed. Unfortunately he matches my skill and stops it from closing the very next split second I get into it. My plan is foiled. He will toss me to my death if he does not simply send me away for good. Either way, my effort was for naught. I begin to awake.

Next stage of my training? Brings up a good point. Why am I trying to force my way relying on agility or skill of cleverness. What always worked for me before? I gained access to ruling power by being a desirable companion. That is what I want to to do anyway, that holds all my skills. I keep thinking I need to gain access by what? Effort, pushiness, insistence about my idea and vision for change? Why, when I already have all I need. Is it wrong that I enjoy being a covert companion? What is that anyway? Someone who gets close to a dangerous target to retrieve secret information. That's dangerous in reality! And terrifying. Thing is, its not pretend. If I try to make it pretense, I don't believe myself and then have no idea what to do. Whereas if I perform as who I am, knowing I am a companion (job and personality) in heart and soul, then I do what I do naturally without second guessing.

Hoarding Supply Post-Disaster

June 1st/2nd 2014 Dream

Five of us, on a boat in the ocean, stranded. We've lost contact with the mainland, the coast guard. Is there any land? There had been a serious flooding. Our boat is overturning. We can't find one of our mates. Men and women. Below deck, I find a crewmate and help him regain consciousness. My breathing becomes labored. I can't breathe, why can't I breathe. I struggle to, but every breath is shallow with little oxygen content. Pulling in deeper only constricts my airway more. I tell the crew that has now joined us down below that I can't breathe. I'm starting to fade and I wonder if something in the air from the diaster has caused this. Will others start to show the same symptoms? Will this be what kills us, not the water? The storm outside is increasing its intensity. Waves are pouring water over the sides of the boat. Soon we will sink. Our attempts to radio our location seemed to fail. Connection was lost as we were transmitting our coordinates. The storm threw us so far away from safety...