People will try to discourage the power of yours dreams. They will tell you it is all in your own psychological space, that there is no entanglement going on with other forces beyond you to produce the complex scenes and stories your meditative brain weaves. Dreams are a meditation. The will of the conscious mind is rested save for a few concentrated things. Those things are what determine the direction your dreaming will go, but they do not determine the story. The story is assembled by your unconscious from input of when you were awake, AND when you are asleep. When you are asleep, your mind is free to explore the fifth dimensional reality without judgement from your waking self, which is grounded so much in the physical state that it resists giving credence to all things of pure consciousness.
Aug 5, 2014
Case Study #5's Recurrence of Red Marks
The red grid marks return for one previous experiencer. What can we learn from the dis/similarities between the two occurrences?
Jacob's original case was unusual for two reasons: 1) these marks were the largest I had ever seen in the modern phenomenon, and 2) the grid was horizontal and vertical. They resembled so closely the ones photographed in the first documented case of the marks.
Jacob's first set of marks reported to my team, occurred June 21st 2014.
Worms Again Connected to RGMP
I reacted in it with astonishment at how everything was coinciding,
because in my dreaming self, I knew this was connected to the red grid
mark phenomenon (RGMP).
Dream from July 28th 2014
I go out the front door of my house that is a combination of my parent's home and mine. I'm chasing after my kitten whom I have just recently began to allow outdoor access (but through my back door) in real life. I'm upset at whomever let him out the front, though I did recognize in my dream self that he is okay to be outside. My dream self recognized that my waking self had approved of him being outdoors, and so instead went along with the course of the dream with an observer's point of view. It was as if it cued to me that this was a dream message by having a starting element be inaccurate to what my emotional mind had already dealt with, granting permission to my kitten to be out on his own, per his wishes.
Something catches my eye on the ground in the bark chips. It burrowed under a disturbed patch of bark. I thought it was my kitten, even though I swear I saw him run further to the right. Still, I investigated, pushing the mound around until a creature surfaced. The moment I saw the color of it through the bark, it lurched up and attached itself to my arm. I could feel it so clearly, its leeching grip. I screamed and called for someone to help me remove it.
Jul 22, 2014
Dear Dreams
Summary: Personal address to my dreams on a topic that continues to break me down and build me up again; Cognitive analysis for therapy, outlining how much I really do know about the person in question; Comparing my fear-based perception of his personality against what my dreams and the few actual interactions I've had with him reveal; Informative dream the following night on the matter.
(Disclaimer: Contains sexually explicit and potentially disturbing material.)
Energy Field that Manifests Thought
A continuing exploration into the science of consciousness travel at a subatomic level. Does an energy field exist in the fabric of space-time that can be concentrated for use in solid state reality? Interplanetary travel, information download, intergalactic communication, manifestation with thought are all possible if I can understand how to access and harness this field, and what carries it? An elementary force-carrying particle? The higgs-boson? How does it interact with matter? The better question is, what does it interact with to become matter?
Dream during the night of July 11th/12th 2014:
I remember only one scene vividly because it married magic with science of grand design, and it was an incredible experience to behold.
I'm with a communal family I belong to, friends, faces I could almost recall. The home we live in is simple, no usual appliances like you'd see in a modern home. There was a table, but no place to store or cook food in what I figured was the kitchen.
Two of my family roommates retrieved me from what I was doing so I could make dinner... quite literally create the solid matter of the food we would consume. I stood in front of a liquid-like field of energy that hung in the air between two posts (devices). The wall against where the field rested was transparent, barely there, as if the space was diverted to a space behind where the field could exist for us in a concentrated enough form to access directly. I was the only one of the group who knew how to interact with the field to conjure dinner and the group was restless to eat. I stood in front of the pool that flowed slowly like a fountain without a container. No stone or wood or anything held it in place. And the field wasn't water or light, but could react like both.
I had to center myself mentally and physically to commune with the field. It was not sentient. I just had to interact with it a certain way and thought, or state of mind, was essential to this process. I held my arms out and began to attract arcs of electricity from the pool to my hands in beautiful streams of flowing color. There were no harsh edges like we imagine electricity to have. I opened my eyes in surprise and played with the light, moving my hand up and away to see how the field responded to me. This interaction was so wonderful to me, I had to remind myself that people were waiting for me to make the food. I closed my eyes and simply thought about food manifesting from the energy of the field to our table. There was no emotion other than calm. I thought with almost the same knowing that it would happen, as I knew hitting something in the physical world with my bare hand would hurt, thinking about food appearing on our table when connected to this field would make it really appear. It was like a natural appliance.
Though there was a shred of doubt in my mind, the food indeed appeared. My family, myself included, was awed, but hungry, and quickly began to enjoy the meal. We didn't understand the force that allowed this, like that knowledge had been long lost to our civilization. Those capable enough to harness it were dwindling in numbers, and there not a deliberate effort to train the next generation how to use it. This was a place where we were provided for. We were drifting from it because of our ignorance. We became too entrenched in our physical world that our species began to forget how to work in harmony with the fundamental elements of our existence.
Interacting with this field was wondrous and awe-inspiring. I respected it, loved it warmly, felt it was beautiful, powerful. It was not God, but maybe the material force of creation. I felt I was connecting with the most fundamental force of our material world. It was a reunion of the most fulfilling sort.
The Device
They reminded me of the mobile transporter pattern enhancers that have to be placed around a party on an away mission in Star Trek for the ship to boost the signal of their patterns so they re-materialize correctly.
What the two posts did was concentrate a field that exists everywhere for a more immediate interactive effect. Whereas everyday space you walk around in reacts slowly to transmitting and creating the conditions to manifest your thoughts, this concentrated part of the field allowed for instantaneous manifestation.
Carrier
What interacts with the carrier 'particle' that allows for the result of spontaneous material gathering? Consciousness it seems. If the higgs-boson is the interacting force, how could we possibly concentrate it into an area to increase the transmission quality of thought and the speed of manifestation? This is a question for quantum physicists.
I once dreamed I was zooming along in a corridor with a large metal tube that extended forever. I paused to pick up something and got a clearer look at this tunnel. I didn't recognize it at the time, then the announcement came out about the confirmed discovery of the higgs-boson and I saw a picture of the particle collider. That was where I was, that was what I saw. I couldn't believe it.
I know there is science to be unlocked here that will finally put together all those reports of abductions and contact experiences. A woman saw a screen that created an object from her transmitted thought. A device interacting with human consciousness is not unheard of. Studies in consciousness have already supported the affect of thought and presence on randomized devices. How, though, we don't know. The answer lies here, somewhere in the examples I've downloaded. If there is a wave length pattern (like music, hence my choral and music dreams) that interacts with consciousness, such a discovery would mean humans are no longer isolated. We could travel in subspace along the musical lines of the universe.
Dream during the night of July 11th/12th 2014:
I remember only one scene vividly because it married magic with science of grand design, and it was an incredible experience to behold.
I'm with a communal family I belong to, friends, faces I could almost recall. The home we live in is simple, no usual appliances like you'd see in a modern home. There was a table, but no place to store or cook food in what I figured was the kitchen.
Two of my family roommates retrieved me from what I was doing so I could make dinner... quite literally create the solid matter of the food we would consume. I stood in front of a liquid-like field of energy that hung in the air between two posts (devices). The wall against where the field rested was transparent, barely there, as if the space was diverted to a space behind where the field could exist for us in a concentrated enough form to access directly. I was the only one of the group who knew how to interact with the field to conjure dinner and the group was restless to eat. I stood in front of the pool that flowed slowly like a fountain without a container. No stone or wood or anything held it in place. And the field wasn't water or light, but could react like both.
I had to center myself mentally and physically to commune with the field. It was not sentient. I just had to interact with it a certain way and thought, or state of mind, was essential to this process. I held my arms out and began to attract arcs of electricity from the pool to my hands in beautiful streams of flowing color. There were no harsh edges like we imagine electricity to have. I opened my eyes in surprise and played with the light, moving my hand up and away to see how the field responded to me. This interaction was so wonderful to me, I had to remind myself that people were waiting for me to make the food. I closed my eyes and simply thought about food manifesting from the energy of the field to our table. There was no emotion other than calm. I thought with almost the same knowing that it would happen, as I knew hitting something in the physical world with my bare hand would hurt, thinking about food appearing on our table when connected to this field would make it really appear. It was like a natural appliance.
Though there was a shred of doubt in my mind, the food indeed appeared. My family, myself included, was awed, but hungry, and quickly began to enjoy the meal. We didn't understand the force that allowed this, like that knowledge had been long lost to our civilization. Those capable enough to harness it were dwindling in numbers, and there not a deliberate effort to train the next generation how to use it. This was a place where we were provided for. We were drifting from it because of our ignorance. We became too entrenched in our physical world that our species began to forget how to work in harmony with the fundamental elements of our existence.
Interacting with this field was wondrous and awe-inspiring. I respected it, loved it warmly, felt it was beautiful, powerful. It was not God, but maybe the material force of creation. I felt I was connecting with the most fundamental force of our material world. It was a reunion of the most fulfilling sort.
The Device
They reminded me of the mobile transporter pattern enhancers that have to be placed around a party on an away mission in Star Trek for the ship to boost the signal of their patterns so they re-materialize correctly.
What the two posts did was concentrate a field that exists everywhere for a more immediate interactive effect. Whereas everyday space you walk around in reacts slowly to transmitting and creating the conditions to manifest your thoughts, this concentrated part of the field allowed for instantaneous manifestation.
Carrier
What interacts with the carrier 'particle' that allows for the result of spontaneous material gathering? Consciousness it seems. If the higgs-boson is the interacting force, how could we possibly concentrate it into an area to increase the transmission quality of thought and the speed of manifestation? This is a question for quantum physicists.
I once dreamed I was zooming along in a corridor with a large metal tube that extended forever. I paused to pick up something and got a clearer look at this tunnel. I didn't recognize it at the time, then the announcement came out about the confirmed discovery of the higgs-boson and I saw a picture of the particle collider. That was where I was, that was what I saw. I couldn't believe it.
I know there is science to be unlocked here that will finally put together all those reports of abductions and contact experiences. A woman saw a screen that created an object from her transmitted thought. A device interacting with human consciousness is not unheard of. Studies in consciousness have already supported the affect of thought and presence on randomized devices. How, though, we don't know. The answer lies here, somewhere in the examples I've downloaded. If there is a wave length pattern (like music, hence my choral and music dreams) that interacts with consciousness, such a discovery would mean humans are no longer isolated. We could travel in subspace along the musical lines of the universe.
What the Red Grid Marks ARE NOT
Compiled here for comparison is a list and skin analysis of marks similar but not of the same form, symptoms, and appearance of genuine Red Grid Marks. I specifically sought images that look closest to what we find as possible. Click any image to enlarge.
Waffle Iron Burn - Despite the shape of the waffle iron, if it were to actually contact the skin full on, the damage it would do would not leave any discernible shape or grid. Below is an example of what actually happens. Why does it not create an even grid? Because our body parts are not flat, they are curved three-dimensional. And the flatter parts of our bodies will never (unless deliberately) contact a waffle iron parallel to its grid. Even if you turn a waffle iron on low and rest a part of your body on it, the resulting marks would be in horizontal and vertical rows, not diagonal like the RGMP produces.
Waffle Iron Burn - Despite the shape of the waffle iron, if it were to actually contact the skin full on, the damage it would do would not leave any discernible shape or grid. Below is an example of what actually happens. Why does it not create an even grid? Because our body parts are not flat, they are curved three-dimensional. And the flatter parts of our bodies will never (unless deliberately) contact a waffle iron parallel to its grid. Even if you turn a waffle iron on low and rest a part of your body on it, the resulting marks would be in horizontal and vertical rows, not diagonal like the RGMP produces.
Healing burn from a waffle iron.
Jul 7, 2014
Surrogacy for Hybrid Fetus'
Night of July 5/6th 2014
Reuniting
I'm happy to see Chris again. I feel a regularity about our meetings, even though I've tried so hard to keep him at a distance and set my feelings aside for a time when he's ready to begin. I cup his cheek with my hand in loving greeting. My spirit self is aware that we only see each other in the spirit plane, and is amazed by its consistency. Every other night he makes an appearance, though I am full of doubt during waking reality on who he is and how he sees me and how he wants to be with me, my dreams persistently remind me to recognize his spirit and not how my stereotypes and impressions want me to see him as. We haven't met face to face in almost ten years. My family is ready to accept him into ours, but he is not, and I know its a difficult lifestyle to accept. I stopped bothering him with my need to connect. Maybe he thinks he's doing me a favor by leaving me alone, but he's not. I suffer without him and always will. That's how it is in the physical world.
On the spirit plane, we reunite with love. My negative perspectives on the situation, my assumptions of who he is all melt away as if they have no substance in spirit, though they weigh so heavily on my mind. My subconscious, my spirit guides, are determined to convince me that he loves me deeply, which, when I pause, I know he does. The circumstances that keep us apart, the fears on all sides of raising a family, break me down in sadness against the forces of the physical plane. Our reuniting has been built up so much now, there will never be a proper time we can create. We are left back in the hands of the forces that be, keeping faith that someday the stars will realign for us all.
I wonder if he dreams of me.
In the dream, having his presence, I can finally unleash the multitude of things I wish to show him, tell him, know, and share. In this particular one, I get to demonstrate my mothering knowledge and care to him with no goal other than to express my pride in what I've learned about caring for another. But it wasn't until I recorded this dream did a very different story start to come through.
Reuniting
I'm happy to see Chris again. I feel a regularity about our meetings, even though I've tried so hard to keep him at a distance and set my feelings aside for a time when he's ready to begin. I cup his cheek with my hand in loving greeting. My spirit self is aware that we only see each other in the spirit plane, and is amazed by its consistency. Every other night he makes an appearance, though I am full of doubt during waking reality on who he is and how he sees me and how he wants to be with me, my dreams persistently remind me to recognize his spirit and not how my stereotypes and impressions want me to see him as. We haven't met face to face in almost ten years. My family is ready to accept him into ours, but he is not, and I know its a difficult lifestyle to accept. I stopped bothering him with my need to connect. Maybe he thinks he's doing me a favor by leaving me alone, but he's not. I suffer without him and always will. That's how it is in the physical world.
On the spirit plane, we reunite with love. My negative perspectives on the situation, my assumptions of who he is all melt away as if they have no substance in spirit, though they weigh so heavily on my mind. My subconscious, my spirit guides, are determined to convince me that he loves me deeply, which, when I pause, I know he does. The circumstances that keep us apart, the fears on all sides of raising a family, break me down in sadness against the forces of the physical plane. Our reuniting has been built up so much now, there will never be a proper time we can create. We are left back in the hands of the forces that be, keeping faith that someday the stars will realign for us all.
I wonder if he dreams of me.
In the dream, having his presence, I can finally unleash the multitude of things I wish to show him, tell him, know, and share. In this particular one, I get to demonstrate my mothering knowledge and care to him with no goal other than to express my pride in what I've learned about caring for another. But it wasn't until I recorded this dream did a very different story start to come through.
Jul 4, 2014
RGMP Case Report #5: Jacob
Jacob Stark is a 30 year old freelance cinematographer in Las Vegas, Nevada. He lives with his wife and two kids, and enjoys spending his free-time on creative projects, as one might have guessed given his chosen profession. Nature fuels both his passion and spirituality, his favorite place being Yosemite National Park.In the morning of June 21st, 2014, Jake prepared for an early swim, when his wife noticed penny-sized marks across the middle of his back.
"There is a line of 5, then a box of 9...." like hickies or blood blisters. The dots are subdermal, devoid of pain, raised bumps, or irritation other than the fact that they were visibly present.
Jacob's grid marks from June 21st, 2014, reminiscent of Michalak's marks after a blast from an exhaust port on a UFO craft he was allowed to inspect near Falcon Lake in Canada. Michalak experienced symptoms of radiation sickness and was hospitalized when the picture of his marks was documented.
"I think the most unusual part is that I don't remember anything and nothing was out of the ordinary."
Jun 23, 2014
Truth Shall Set Us Free
Summary: The tendency of fear surrounding the mystique of dark entities operating in the realm of non-locality; dream response to my inquiries on my obsessive drive to improve the conditions in our physical existence; cleaning up the appearance of galactic species sharing space with us; family channelings and small daily prophecies.
Jun 21, 2014
New Red Grid Marks Cases Coming...
...OUT OF OUR EARS!
Since Jordan and I have teamed up, we have received a string of new cases. Expect, if they follow through, four new case reports soon to add to our data set so far.
To those with unreported marks and nightly experiences, we encourage you to contact our team. As busy as we are, we will find the time to follow up. We are both passionate about this investigation and excited to be granting a voice to those, like us, who don't know where to turn for answers.
We will honor requests for anonymity.
Since Jordan and I have teamed up, we have received a string of new cases. Expect, if they follow through, four new case reports soon to add to our data set so far.
To those with unreported marks and nightly experiences, we encourage you to contact our team. As busy as we are, we will find the time to follow up. We are both passionate about this investigation and excited to be granting a voice to those, like us, who don't know where to turn for answers.
We will honor requests for anonymity.
Jun 19, 2014
New Features Added to Site
You can now subscribe to this site and get alerts when an update is posted.
Our About the Authors widget now includes both Jordon and I with new short descriptions. Jordon will be typing up his first case/post within the month if communications go well.
Also, I have created a community through Google plus for like minds to connect title 'Spirit Walkers'. Join us to be part of the investigative process. Add your own posts and experiences, discuss topics from this website or anything else relevant you'd like to contribute.
Working with Jordon has granted some reality to an idea I've had of putting together a task force of spirit walkers, people with their own unique spiritual ability to compile information, conduct group investigations for others and themselves within the community, remote view secret locations, and learn things we couldn't otherwise or can't confirm without another perspective. If you would like to be part of this idea, preview our group site here.
Finally, I am adding a new page compiling recommended/favorite posts for readers.
Thank you for reading and maintaining open minds!
Our About the Authors widget now includes both Jordon and I with new short descriptions. Jordon will be typing up his first case/post within the month if communications go well.
Also, I have created a community through Google plus for like minds to connect title 'Spirit Walkers'. Join us to be part of the investigative process. Add your own posts and experiences, discuss topics from this website or anything else relevant you'd like to contribute.
Working with Jordon has granted some reality to an idea I've had of putting together a task force of spirit walkers, people with their own unique spiritual ability to compile information, conduct group investigations for others and themselves within the community, remote view secret locations, and learn things we couldn't otherwise or can't confirm without another perspective. If you would like to be part of this idea, preview our group site here.
Finally, I am adding a new page compiling recommended/favorite posts for readers.
Thank you for reading and maintaining open minds!
Jun 13, 2014
Supernatural Encounters
Summary: Encounter with a Christian God, clairaudience, diamond-shaped UFO imitating stars, and orbs; Working as agent for an ill lord, depiction of good and evil vying for superiority, uncovering a doublecross by the lord's adviser, holographic technology, remote suggestion to human agents, turtle race to determine superiority,
The night prior to this dream set, I sat alone in my car staring in calm wonder at the swirling color changes of the Acappella star in the sky, the same one that some months prior I had finally looked at through a telescope, decided in ecstatic bliss that it wasn't just a star, and then witnessed a beautiful, slow comet trail across my line of sight. It was as if something was celebrating and saying "Good Job, you found us!" I imagined a ship's crew cheering in relief and joy before settling back into their duties. We all breathed relief, and knew it was only the beginning of this journey.
As I stared at that star, I sent a prayer to Lord Ashtar (whom I learned about from a channel I followed, but don't anymore). I said I was ready to expand my awareness, to receive whatever I was missing or resisting. I declared my submission to the wisdom of the Galactics. My prayer was answered in abundance.
What follows is one of my most significant dreams from two years ago, for the first time in its entirety. This is a two part dream series containing multiple scenes, all from the same night of dreaming.
Jun 12, 2014
Reptilians Revisited
Recommended reading Item 2 in Investigations Page as back story and for links to posts about the individual creatures listed below.
Looking back through my encounters with reptiles (lizard, dinosaur/Thunderbird, turtle, eggs, frogs, dragons, snakes), I'm wondering why I have lost contact with the spirits of those races. They were trying to tell me something and I let fear overwhelm the message. Alien research emphasizes the deceptiveness, manipulation, and tyrannical nature of ONE or two Reptilian races. Dreams read averages though. I was only getting two out of a dozen reptilian featured dreams with the brutal nature ET Reptilians are recognized for. Each time they were Dragons. Even then, however, I've had cooperative relationships with a dragon, perhaps from a different group or race. I should not have been presumptuous and discriminatory.
Fuck mainstream understanding. I wish to re-establish contact with these species. If I reconsider the messages of those old dreams, they were very clearly not showing me reptilians (the ones contacting me anyway) as malevolent or predatory, though I am aware there are those. They are always in a position of BEING manipulated, exploited, misunderstood, or tracked and killed out of fear. I'm developing a sympathy for reptiles as a result of these dreams. My son (3 years) has developed a strange fascination with the Komodo Dragon after it was featured on Curious George. He wanted to watch every youtube video available about Komodo Dragons. Odd, considering his unusual nightmares about dinosaurs that are also somehow friendly (according to him). Freaked me out nonetheless, considering the research I do.
I used to recognize that the reptiles and amphibians I was seeing were not the same malevolent species many other people have encountered, as indicated in this post, where I identify different consciousness' I have directed my prayers and questions to, including "the benevolent or lost Reptilians (in the forms of a turtle, a lizard, a dragon, a prehistoric fossilized 'Thunderbird' all in separate dreams...) calling to me."
The Reptilian dilemma of distinction is multi-layered because of the number of races and personality types represented. There are reptilians that prey on sexual energy, there are reptilians that consume flesh, there are reptilians that abstain from feeding to the point of starvation, some can camouflage their appearance, some are shy, others wish to be close to us, others still are exploited. Two races had overpopulation problems.
We must be careful how quick we are to respond with fear.
Another concern I keep hearing is if Reptilians are masters of deception, how can we know if we are being deceived? Think about what state of mind that concern creates: fear, doubt, anxiety. You play into their hands to be even more under their control if you allow those emotions to rule you. It invites them to feed on you. Develop a spiritual support network, have archetypes and spirits and entities you can call upon to have your back. Recognize that truth is transparent if you believe it to be stronger. You will begin to see the double images overlapping one another, the facade and the hidden truth. The truth is about faith and knowing with your sixth sense. Faith and relationship with truth will attract it to you. You will see it even when you are not trying. Truth is not fear, because fear creates doubt and anxiety. Now here's the thing, anything you can imagine is technically true. Here in lies the power. If everything, any side of a coin, is true, you need only to focus onto the truth you wish. The spirit world is shaped by consciousness. When you believe you have the power to see through a deception, that reality is strengthened in the spirit realm. If you are being visited by a predatory race, realize that every fraction of knowledge you learn about that being is working against him. Pursue truth at every opportunity. Manipulate him to learn more about him. Arm yourself with knowledge. It will bring you confidence. The way it handles you, the emotions or lack of emotions it broadcasts, its facelessness, are all clues. Use them against it. It hides itself because its ugly, or its afraid to reveal anything about itself to you. Ignorance and masks are its power. What is a master of disguises weaknesses? For his true face to be seen, for his disguise to fail, for his deception to have no effect. Override his control. Love him. Hug him. Be so angry at him you no longer feel fear, and no longer hear his threats or respond to his mocking tone. Whatever will work.
The reptilians you have to watch out for are serpentine shapeshifters. However, if my vision of the three levels of serpent temperaments is true, one serpent group is aggressive, quick to attack, predatory for the sake of sinking its teeth in something. Its after the kill and the thrill. The second is shy and prone to lash out from fear if taunted. This kind of snake is best left alone or observed from a distance, so it doesn't know you're there. The third is friendly to the point of being annoying. It wants so desperately to curl up with you like a baby kitten and enjoy your company and warmth. If it is carnivorous, it will not feed on something like you, it will stick to alternatives like mice. With this one, set boundaries, but show it welcome. It has a cool temperament and needy nature.
Not all are sadists. Observe first before letting fear rule you. Caution is sensible, fear is surrender. You can't fight a first tier serpent with fear governing your actions. It is empowered by your fear, and will be attracted to you more deeply if you have no discipline over it. Channel it, let it fuel a hot rage, observe and take notes, empathize, feel sorry for it, tease its disturbing nature. Be kind first to yourself. Identify to yourself that you are afraid and ask yourself why. Move through that thought process, let it take you on a natural course of data gathering and self-awareness.
Looking back through my encounters with reptiles (lizard, dinosaur/Thunderbird, turtle, eggs, frogs, dragons, snakes), I'm wondering why I have lost contact with the spirits of those races. They were trying to tell me something and I let fear overwhelm the message. Alien research emphasizes the deceptiveness, manipulation, and tyrannical nature of ONE or two Reptilian races. Dreams read averages though. I was only getting two out of a dozen reptilian featured dreams with the brutal nature ET Reptilians are recognized for. Each time they were Dragons. Even then, however, I've had cooperative relationships with a dragon, perhaps from a different group or race. I should not have been presumptuous and discriminatory.
Fuck mainstream understanding. I wish to re-establish contact with these species. If I reconsider the messages of those old dreams, they were very clearly not showing me reptilians (the ones contacting me anyway) as malevolent or predatory, though I am aware there are those. They are always in a position of BEING manipulated, exploited, misunderstood, or tracked and killed out of fear. I'm developing a sympathy for reptiles as a result of these dreams. My son (3 years) has developed a strange fascination with the Komodo Dragon after it was featured on Curious George. He wanted to watch every youtube video available about Komodo Dragons. Odd, considering his unusual nightmares about dinosaurs that are also somehow friendly (according to him). Freaked me out nonetheless, considering the research I do.
I used to recognize that the reptiles and amphibians I was seeing were not the same malevolent species many other people have encountered, as indicated in this post, where I identify different consciousness' I have directed my prayers and questions to, including "the benevolent or lost Reptilians (in the forms of a turtle, a lizard, a dragon, a prehistoric fossilized 'Thunderbird' all in separate dreams...) calling to me."
The Reptilian dilemma of distinction is multi-layered because of the number of races and personality types represented. There are reptilians that prey on sexual energy, there are reptilians that consume flesh, there are reptilians that abstain from feeding to the point of starvation, some can camouflage their appearance, some are shy, others wish to be close to us, others still are exploited. Two races had overpopulation problems.
We must be careful how quick we are to respond with fear.
Another concern I keep hearing is if Reptilians are masters of deception, how can we know if we are being deceived? Think about what state of mind that concern creates: fear, doubt, anxiety. You play into their hands to be even more under their control if you allow those emotions to rule you. It invites them to feed on you. Develop a spiritual support network, have archetypes and spirits and entities you can call upon to have your back. Recognize that truth is transparent if you believe it to be stronger. You will begin to see the double images overlapping one another, the facade and the hidden truth. The truth is about faith and knowing with your sixth sense. Faith and relationship with truth will attract it to you. You will see it even when you are not trying. Truth is not fear, because fear creates doubt and anxiety. Now here's the thing, anything you can imagine is technically true. Here in lies the power. If everything, any side of a coin, is true, you need only to focus onto the truth you wish. The spirit world is shaped by consciousness. When you believe you have the power to see through a deception, that reality is strengthened in the spirit realm. If you are being visited by a predatory race, realize that every fraction of knowledge you learn about that being is working against him. Pursue truth at every opportunity. Manipulate him to learn more about him. Arm yourself with knowledge. It will bring you confidence. The way it handles you, the emotions or lack of emotions it broadcasts, its facelessness, are all clues. Use them against it. It hides itself because its ugly, or its afraid to reveal anything about itself to you. Ignorance and masks are its power. What is a master of disguises weaknesses? For his true face to be seen, for his disguise to fail, for his deception to have no effect. Override his control. Love him. Hug him. Be so angry at him you no longer feel fear, and no longer hear his threats or respond to his mocking tone. Whatever will work.
The reptilians you have to watch out for are serpentine shapeshifters. However, if my vision of the three levels of serpent temperaments is true, one serpent group is aggressive, quick to attack, predatory for the sake of sinking its teeth in something. Its after the kill and the thrill. The second is shy and prone to lash out from fear if taunted. This kind of snake is best left alone or observed from a distance, so it doesn't know you're there. The third is friendly to the point of being annoying. It wants so desperately to curl up with you like a baby kitten and enjoy your company and warmth. If it is carnivorous, it will not feed on something like you, it will stick to alternatives like mice. With this one, set boundaries, but show it welcome. It has a cool temperament and needy nature.
Not all are sadists. Observe first before letting fear rule you. Caution is sensible, fear is surrender. You can't fight a first tier serpent with fear governing your actions. It is empowered by your fear, and will be attracted to you more deeply if you have no discipline over it. Channel it, let it fuel a hot rage, observe and take notes, empathize, feel sorry for it, tease its disturbing nature. Be kind first to yourself. Identify to yourself that you are afraid and ask yourself why. Move through that thought process, let it take you on a natural course of data gathering and self-awareness.
Jun 5, 2014
Red Grid Marks Phenomenon Case Report #4: Jessie
Jessie, 30, works as a Civil Security Guard for the Bukidnon Provincial Governor in Mindanao, Philippines. During the night shift (12pm - 8am), the guard on duty rests in the bunk house on site. One night in early April of this year (2014), Jessie had a disturbing experience. Two pale hands grabbed his feet where he slept on the bed. He felt a dragging sensation and struggled. He awoke kicking the wall at the end of the bed. He hadn't been moved, and nothing appeared to be out of order. He wrote it off as a dream. The following morning, when he returned home, his wife pointed out a strange mark on his arm. A diamond or honey-cone shaped series of subdermal dots in a grid pattern marked his right upper arm between his bicep and deltoid muscles. No burning, itching, or ache signaled its presence. The dots were not raised nor indented, though the edges of the dots on the outermost sides seemed faded.
Moving Past Fear: Jordon's Evolution
His curiosity and confidence about his astral abilities become his defense.
The Desperation and Fear Stage
Skype interview, March 27, Jordon discusses his frustration with the evil presence who answers every time he called for help. He felt he was being fed upon. The energy of being controlled, fighting to no avail gives it a sick pleasure. He feels enslaved. He asks for answers with no avail.
Jenn: "What would you want the answers to be? What do you want to know?"
Jordon: "I want to see it come out of the shadows," to be more upfront.
Jenn: "You're probably already familiar with this idea, but in therapy a counselor would try to encourage a patient to adjust their approach toward something they CAN control. You can't control another person, you can't make another person do something they don't want to. That is obvious in this case. What can YOU do to help yourself?"
Jordon: "Figure out how to get more skilled in my OBEs. I felt empowered by the random OBEs. Never more free and safe. In fact, I don't necessarily want it all to stop, because its so supernatural, it makes me feel special."
Jenn: "Perhaps it also carries the potential to discover something amazing, such as initiating OBEs anytime you wish."
Back in Feb., Jordon's troubles, spanning most of his life, are summarized in one dream on the 20th: He talks to Whitley Streiber (author of the first book on a personal abduction experience) about being abducted. Jordon felt victimized and started crying. Shortly after, he felt levitated and probed. He felt helpless, with nothing at his disposal to save himself. Sometimes, his attacks are sudden, giving him no chance to react. "I had been doing some mental exercises earlier trying to get ready for an OBE and I had asked for assistance from friendlies.... I have some anger about feeling unprotected. I had no protection as a child from this force and now my progress has been painfully slow. I guess I do need to meditate on creating or summoning someone. My immediate reaction growing up and what I even occasionally reverted to as an adult was to say the name of Jesus because supposedly that's what makes demons go away. I'm pretty sure that didn't work too well.
"This morning I actually broke down crying about all this and a few other things. When I was young there were times when I was up high above my bed being rotated around and it felt like I was being played with in a malevolent way. That's a big experience for a small child. I think I've had to realize how much it's actually bothered me and what an impact it's had on my life." (March 25-28th, 2014, Email)
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