Consciousness Invasions to Induce Out-of-Body Training?
- 'Michael' from Case Study #1 makes a choice to explore his altered state of consciousness instead of submitting to another assault. In so doing, he discovers an incredible ability.
J: “Strangely enough, last night (Thurs/Fri) I had an
amazing dream, one I've been waiting to have: a meeting of different
alien beings! There was a cantalope colored one with a bulbous head and
large black eyes. He was shooting we with some kind of field or laser. I looked
at someone next to me who knew more about the alien types than I and asked what
he was doing. The beam made circles of light that rose from the ground up with
me at the center. Its affect on me alternated between uncomfortable and benign
depending on how I was thinking. The person next to me hurried me saying it was
a truth beam, as long as I told the truth I would be fine. I fell to my knees
and looked to the sky, curling my body inward as if the beam hurt or I was
trying to resist it. I devoted those few moments to concentrating my thoughts
(serious mental discipline exercise) on expressing a closeness with the truth.
I felt the being, some hundred feet away in a firing stance relax. It seemed
mechanical almost, so clear on its duties. But it was completely biological. I
knew there was a soul in there. He ceased firing, and carried on. I stood,
confident in my innocence and honesty and humility. "Who was that?" I
asked. "He's a lawman." "A lawman?" I questioned. How
fascinating! A galactic being dedicated to a code of truth and capable of
putting someone on trial in a sense with a weapon. The lawman was surprised by
my arrival and was checking if I was a threat, if I was allowed to be there by
checking the essence of my person. I just kept saying to myself whilst in the
circles "You have faith. I am a good person. I have nothing to be afraid
of. I can pass this test."
Another being, a humanoid woman entered the apartment room with bluish skin,
boldest around the hair, which was bright blue and arranged in an elaborate
hairstyle atop her head. Her demeanor was elegant and commanding, someone I
wouldn't have expected to walk into this little residence. I believe they
called her a queen, but I was slightly amused by her height, being shorter than
me and everyone else in the room. That didn't sway the respect she elicited
from us though. She was visiting to talk with a giant of a man cooking in the
kitchen. He had misaligned teeth and was massive in size, like Andre the Giant.
He wore a dingy white shirt and apron; a simpleton, a struggling peasant type
in contrast to the queen. But they were not derived from a medieval era. They
were more equal, despite their appearances. He cooked and lived this way by
choice. His status as an equal shone by her willingness to come to him in
person to discuss their arrangement. She was not his queen, but the queen of
some other people. He was a hired hand for some job. Despite my attempts to interact
with her, the queen seemed somewhat disinterested in me. She was there to talk
with the person with me, my guide, and Andre the Giant. They were disagreeing
about terms of some job she had him do, some incomplete aspect.
A human female officer came after the queen departed, wearing a serious armored
jacket with Though also in protective services, she was of a different
order and nature from the lawman alien. He enforced a higher law, while she
dealt with internal disputes as a mediator of peace. The Giant man was asking
the officer to talk to the queen about some unfair aspect of their contract.
Then the most surprising telepathic knowing was stated to
me, that some questions are told with multiple subsequent dreams, and that this
was, particularly the 'lawman' encounter, was a continuation of yesterday's Q
and A. I'm not sure how, I just know it was supposed to be in continuation.
For further reference, my dream last
night (Fri/Sat) was about a gal friend of mine. Very different topic.” (Email
Feb 1st, 2014)
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M: “[B]ig
news. Over the past few weeks I've been thinking about initiating my own
out-of-body experiences. I listened to a recent C2C interview with William
Buhlman and I guess that opened me even more to the idea. Then a few days later
I woke up from a nap in my car and had an interesting experience where I
noticed that my sense of space was different. It was sort of like I had
ballooned outward. Then early on the morning of the 3rd... well, here's what I
wrote in my dream journal:
My mind partially wakes up but the
body is still asleep. I decide to venture from my body and start rising up.
There’s a sort of roaring sound and possibly some shaking. I strain to see and
I see some geometric patterns a little ways off. (I’d heard something on C2C a
little earlier having to do with an NDE and geometric patterns.) Something
happens in the environment, possibly noise in the house and I have to go back
to my body.
I'm kind of amazed at how I took the
initiative like that. I hadn't specifically planned to do that. It was like I
felt myself fall into that deep 'sleep' or whatever it is where my
encounters normally happen and I knew it was time to take a leap and I
instantly went for it. I probably got 7 feet or so off the bed. I think the damn
dog barked and so my body had to retrieve me for partial waking. I picked up
William Bulhman's book the next day and I was amazed as he described the
roaring and energetic quivering that I felt. I'm also reminded of the 'whum,
whum' sound I heard in Alaska. Of course I decided to do more attempts last
night and I had some fuzzy experience of lifting off slightly but not really
going anywhere. My stomach was a little upset and I think that interfered with
things. I believe it's important to have the body in optimal condition--no full
bladder or anything like that. The next challenge will be to bring more seeing
into the experience. It seems that in this realm, making simple, firm decisions
is what's important.” (Email Feb 4th 2014).
J: “OMG!! Wow! I'm so proud of you! I
think you just gained a level in your spirit walking skill. How amazing that
you managed to execute that yourself without drugs. That same experience is
what DMT produces: the whum,whum sound or buzzing of sorts, then
geometric patterns. Eventually people report meeting other worldly beings and
feeling awake but with the experience overlapping their current state of
physical reality. You may have more production of DMT that allows you to do
altered states more easily than others without the experience you've achieved. Maybe
those abduction/levitation/probing episodes were deliberate, and the effect was
to get you to learn how to leave your body. This, I truly believe, is the next
stage of our evolution, to be able to walk freely in the spirit realm. Much of
my fiction writing is about a kind of switch turning on across the world that
activates a perceptive ability in the brain to allow people to see what we have
been blinded to by genetic design (dormant gene or dormant area of brain) until
such time as we can excite it ourselves. It would mark our readiness to enter
into the higher community of spirit. OBE's consistently talk about the same
kind of experience, of course. THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH! I
do so easily in my dreams, and I can meditate and manage the same experience,
but NEVER a case of feeling myself pull out of my body. It's just a different
skill. I am always transported to another realm altogether, a deep and
metaphorical space. I don't see this physical plane at all there. I don't know
where I go. But I asked once and I was shone a map of the galaxy with marks all
over it denoting where I've been. I was looking up at it from Earth, and this
map covered the sky. I was amazed in dream at what they were saying. I thought
I had never left my planet. According to that map, I have been from one side of
the galaxy to other. Strange and still rather doubtful for me to think. But,
then again, its fun to believe it might true. I visited a crystal college last
night. Wonder where that was. I also figured that the physical plane and the
spiritual are not a 1:1 space ratio. There is space within fractions of space.
I've been to a hidden town in one dream that was located in the space somewhere
in my immediate valley. I wondered and wondered where this place could be, how
it could exist beneathe the space of what was otherwise a forest landscape in
reality. It existed on top of it, in the air, but not in the air. Those
fractions of space had been expanded to create what I call pocket spaces or
pocket dimensions.
I'm really looking forward to hearing how you progress this awakened skill,
this skill you've suddenly owned. What amazing things might await you! Could
you come visit me in your astral body? Maybe it doesn't work that way. In one
OBE I read, a significant one, the guy traveled to places he strongly wished to
be, and knew about. It created a magnetic attraction that drew him there. It
seems to be about this magnetism. Like consciousness can pull space, or pull a
location to you. The Bermuda Triangle is said to be a time warp. A guy and his
plane managed to cross beneathe space to the florida coast in at what they
calculated would have been 1000 miles/hour. Far reaching the capability of his
little plane, but they had all the radio records and the sightings and his
landing. He saw a spiral in clouds and described a feeling a tug and pull at
his front and back. Theoretically, the worm hole of physicists like Einstein,
would bend space around the object, allowing it to travel under normal space.
The diagram showed space as a flat plane, and the pilot's craft on that plane,
but with space over the top of it like a blanket being pulled off continuously.
In the dream about you where the father and his children probe the spine of a
driver and kick him out of his car, I wonder if they intended to give the car
back, or if the driver could reclaim his car. If these beings were trying to
kick you out of your vessel, your body, what is the difference between that and
you voluntarily being able to get out? Sexual trauma and abuse on children is
one way to force the developing mind to dissociate, and, (different approach to
MPD/DID) invite other consciousnesses to take over for handling different
situations. So literally multiple spirits take turns in one body.” (Email Feb
11th 2014).
M: “I've
been pretty disappointed lately as I've been unable to replicate my OBE.
Although I did have an experience a few nights ago that was either sleepwalking
or OBE--I haven't been able to discern. I've never known myself to sleep walk
(other than once as a child and possibly another time as an adult) and the
memory is pretty foggy. For one thing, I think the OBE so surprised and excited
me that I wasn't able to calm down enough to fully enter that state again. And
there's my inability to truly relax about sleeping. I've had a good number of
dreams recently, which I assume means I've gotten some good REM but nothing
like that incredibly deep, relaxed state that I occasionally fall into. I live
with a married couple who have a very unhealthy relationship and I wonder how
much that affects me.
I'm guessing that if a person has
their 'soul' abducted by aliens then that person might find it more easy in the
future to disconnect from their body. I don't really like the term soul (soul
is better for depth psychology purposes) though--I prefer 'energetic body'.
Incidentally, I wonder if this energetic body material might be what some alien
species are after. There are several creepy hints at that in Karla Turner's
work. If I were pulled out by another species it may have had nothing to do
with my own benefit--I just happen to have a looser connection now. Sometimes
its hard to tell what is harmful. What's going on in a schizophrenic's mind and
how is that different from more positive experiences? Are 'mentally ill' people
simply unable to process the signals that they're getting and so it drives them
to hurtful behavior? Is it just the manifestation of a genetic deformity?
Anyway, being able to initiate more OBE's is one of my main goals right now.
I'm not entirely sure how I'll do it but I think it would be an enormous boon
for me in so many ways. As I progress, yes, it would be interesting to try to
link up in another realm. According to Bulhman, it's important to state very
clearly what you want while you're having the experience. For instance, while
you're dreaming and in a lucid state, perhaps you could clearly and firmly
state that you want to unlink your energetic body and move a short distance
away from your body, perhaps look down at it. In other words, consciously leave
the dream and take a step over into the the next reality. He goes into some
pretty interesting and complex descriptions about what all is involved in
OBE's. It reminds me of what I've been reading in The Field. Some of Buhlman's
philosophy gets a little bit too close to The Secret for my taste but I think
you'd find some helpful insights.” (Email Feb 13th 2014).
Finally, some good to come out of all this searching. Michael is on his way to developing a rather difficult skill to accomplish without ever using mind altering chemicals, being close to death, or enduring sudden trauma. He is managing to explore the spirit world immediately overlapping our physical world. He is learning to extend his consciousness beyond his body, a skill the greatest zen masters and priests struggle for years to accomplish. This is only the beginning I suspect. His ability is fresh and just realized. I wonder how easily he will be able to see places he's never been, or know things he couldn't know. Now I pose this question to the reader: would you be willing to endure years of spiritual abuse inducing the sensations of control, rape, and manipulation to achieve skills of consciousness? I doubt this tactic is necessary for everyone. But Michael resisted all manner of faith, and held steadfast to his skeptical nature. These traits still have there place and serve him in other ways, as they do for me and anyone else. However, there has now been a payoff, and it took a constant challenge to his understanding of the universe and contact with unknown, perhaps alien, consciousness to force him to step off the ledge and say "Fuck it", instead of rape this time, I'm going to fly! He took control of his drifting consciousness for more personal delights and joy!
After my first attempt to channel the great spirit consciousness I refer to as my imaginary friend Darian, and its wild success, I also had difficult replicating the same session. Instead, it helped me recognize I have always been communicating with him, and that it comes very easily and naturally. I just have to want to talk faithfully to him, no matter what its about. I talk to him and trust he is there and receiving it. Boom, the channel is established. Michael may have the same after epiphany success, where he realizes he's been doing it all along in his sleep, with the taunting faith that the malevolent, abusive presence will return that night.
How can someone else achieve such results without the trauma? Don't be afraid to communicate to whatever consciousness you believe exists in the spiritual space around you or omnipresently within and surrounding you. And MEDITATE! That simply means, take quiet reflection and time to let your imagination wander or inversely, ground yourself in the physical by doing body awareness mediation, acknowledging any pains, sensations, or feelings in your self without judgment.
Perhaps more to come: Another Case Study in the Red Grid Mark Phenomenon.
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